I hate when remember or hear something from the past that you really don’t want to reminisce on! Egh fucks up your whole day! It’s hard to leave the past behind me & focus on my present when I keep hearing about it!
Asked by im-da-realest
Im doing good and you
Asked by im-da-realest
Thank u I am and i hope yours as well
The schools now more than ever are taking over teaching kids the basic stuff parents use to have the time too like manners and zipping their jacket and little things ur suppose to learn from your mom! & too often now you see parents step in and correct their kids bad behavior and when the child does wrong, but not take the time to sit there and explain all things even the good when your doing them! Parenting isn’t about being an authoritarian or the life duty that corrects you punishes you when you do wrong but about teaching kids morals, values, & goals in life, of everyday life, taking the time to teach, talk, and do little things! Maybe I’m not too experienced cause my kids only 3 but I almost feel a guilt that she’s at school a lot cause I choice to have sex and get prego before I started college and got a degree to support her, so as soon as I can I get her and I never take breaks, I don’t watch tv, I don’t do what I want, I spend half my day doing what I HAVE to and the other half doing what my kid would enjoy! Yea sometimes I think fuck I wish I could catch a break, some me time, and every once in a while I do, but at the end of the day I made my choice to have this life. even if I was to young at the time to understand the depth of my choices! my kid she just happened to be a victim of another teen mother, and the negative statistics, odds,culture, and reoccurring lifestyle that comes along with teen motherhood poverty and all else, so ill do all I can to make sure she would get and have the life she would’ve got if I was prepared even if that means I don’t get to watch tv, take a break, have friends over and hangout all the time, go out, even if it means feeling overwhelmed, tired all the time, and like everything is a struggle! That doesn’t make me a great mom that makes me the mom i would’ve been if I had her when I was ready! At the end of the day I’m unbreakable because of her!
I feel like my schooling isn’t as important in his eyes! I don’t feel the support! Sometimes I’m so exhausted and he’ll just lay there and it amazes me how someone could just watch me struggle! It makes me miss having someone so supportive always trying to make me feel good, and help me, think of me before themselves! I always do that for him at least I think I do, but yet I don’t get that back! It’s been bugging me late and I need to get it off my chest before I explode!
I feel sad and angry. I feel a rush of emotions that are confusing me! The worst part about suicide is the people who do love and care for the victim are left to sit there and watch. No matter how much you help or reach out, you cant change the course someone is paving for themselves. If they want out this life, the pain, the emotions, the sadness, then they will find a way. All you can do is pray and preach, but preach the words of love. How much you love them, how much you care, and how much you’ll always be there.The last thing left to do is enjoy the good moments while you can, enjoy their happiness and yours, take time for the long talks, and cherish every moment, because in the end your hands are tied behind your back. Family of suicide victims are victims too….